Tuesday, October 26, 2004

I guess the easy part is over

If you can call it easy.

I've been battleing near constant nausea for the past 4 days. Blech! Nothing is helping, its just this constant "sour stomach" feel. Joy joy. And I'm back to the office tommorow. The meds (ativan and compazine) I have when I run out of the super-duper no puke pills (anzemet) knock me out. So its sour stomach hopie or zombie hopie.

Ug ug ug!

For the record, I am quickly loosing my good attitude and upbeat spirt. I just HATE this. I want my hair back, I want my life back.

On a happy note, Anne had her baby Sunday (but those who know Anne already know that). He is adorable :) I went to see him with my Janet. Yay!! He was the cutest little thing. And so tiny. I guess thats typical of a 1 day old baby, but I've never seen one before.

And for those of you that donated to Sahar's marathon. It was this past Sunday. Go Sahar!!!! This picture made me cry.

3 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

:(
*hugs*
naturegrrl

8:53 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

So sorry to hear you are having a tough time! I am learning that when you praise someone for being so brave and cheerful under duress, it can feel like pressure on them to always be brave and cheerful. This experience has never had and easy part, and carrying on, whether cheerful or downbeat, is just what you do. We care and wish so much that we could help in some way. Know that we love you lots - B

3:48 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

THE EASY PART IS NEVER OVER-ONLY OUR ABILITY TO RECOGNIZE IT. IF YOU WANT YOUR LIFE BACK-YOU TAKE IT BACK. HOW MUCH DO YOU REALLY WANT IT BACK? HOW HARD ARE YOU WILLING TO FIGHT TO GET IT BACK? YOU HAVE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS BEFORE YOU CAN HAVE IT BACK. SEE YA! HICUP

6:34 AM  

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